Here I sit in a café, reading poetry. I love the sense of being surrounded, yet in my own bubble. It can be dangerous though, as these poems can strip you bare, make you cry… Several times I find myself gulping down obvious shows of emotion. Perhaps I should just let it all out, but I am British after all, and I would not want a public intervention.
I came across this little poem by Matt Rees. It could be applied to forest glades, or to this café. It might even be used to described temples. Or human souls.
Holy Moses, by Matt Rees
"Take off your shoes" the Lord told Moses "The land on which you stand is Holy." So Moses dutifully obeyed. Holiness, it seems, requires bare skin to earth.
But if we abandoned our shoes whenever we encountered holy ground all shoemakers everywhere would be penniless.
Today, I pull another Proost book off my bookshelf—this time by Chris Fosten.
Chris had been writing poems on Post-It notes as a simple daily exercise, then posting them on social media. These poems were extraordinary—spry, intelligent and deceptively simple, both because of the format, but also in the way that poems bring their multiple meanings and take you on a journey. In the end, we were able to gather some of the poems into this lovely book.
Here is Chris’s poem, ‘Bursting light’.
Bursting Light, by Chris Fosten
Squally, pushing rain ushers into the trees and we stop to watch.
Seeing the cloud swirl across the landscape rocking trees in its wake
Is when I see it: a copse - sparse, thin bathed in sunlight
This is ground zero of the cataclysmic global event known as the Industrial Revolution—the first ‘factory’, on the river Derwent, with its convenient reliable flow. It is now the Museum Of Making in Derby town centre. It is a place of wonders—ones we have made for ourselves, our of our own desperate rush for more, for better.
Forgive my self indulgence, but here is one of my poems which came to mind as we visited yesterday. I may have shared it before, but it is a poem that I feel like I am carrying just now. Or perhaps it carries me.
Human Races, by Chris Goan
The upright ape ascends from knapped flint to Silicon chip. He scratches sonnets in split slate and Solves problems (almost) as fast as he makes them. Alchemy promises gold, but instead it turns the Lights on, lighting a road ahead called Progress.
There is nothing new under the sun; the circle is still Unbroken. Empires rise whilst others fall; ours was Not the first at all. It turns out that our times were never Linear (just oscillation) and that for every page of Knowledge gained, another is forgotten.
But what are we, if not whisps of the same Spirit? We carry in us the same am-ness as all things that ever were, Hidden under thin skin and hubris, waiting for those moments Beneath stars or trees or tenderness when we remember; It is all about connection.
Today, another poem from the first Proost Poetry collection, this one from Janice Laidlaw.
We have an on-going conversation within Proost about the nature of poetry, as a spiritual practice (accidental or deliberate) or a form of prayer, or a way to explore doubt, anger or protest. This poem does something much more tender—it invites us in.
God Song, by Janice Laidlaw
I am the warp and weft of life I am the silken dart that furrows The silver-gold thread that gently chafes The knot between emptiness and fullness The crevice that hungrily waits and gapes
I am the fall of soft silent wool the spool that intimately shaves a harness from the hood - forming ever more beautiful graves from the click and clack of warm wood
Nestle to me: Breathe with my breath sink into my velvet bed and become crushed and cleaving with love
Today, aoother poem from Cameron Preece. This one explores lent from a cosmic perspective.
A Divine Embrace, by Cameron Preece
Imagine hands, worn by the world’s creation, Cracks in them, deep enough to envelope time itself, Fingerprints, recognizable only on the land on which you stand,
And those you greet—even yourself—marked With grooves older than time,
Imagine gaping wounds within wrists, Created by tyrants that look just like you, But despite excruciata, An arm—extended in embrace?
And what of the arms that flung stars into space, What is it to be enwrapped gently within them? Imagine the warmth felt Pressed against your chest, A love so amazing, so divine, That songs were sung by humankind —A gesture of thanks From a guilty people,
Today, I pulled a book formerly published by Proost by Cheryl Lawrie. Back then, she was working in prisons, and this book is a gem, full of lovely poetry and liturgy, often from meditation spaces and installations that Cheryl had been part of curating. I loved this book, and we used parts of it within our own community. I also remember Cheryl fondly for her kindness as she edited my own poetry collection, ‘Listing’.
This book contains some liturgies for lent, and I am going to recreate a couple of them here. They tell another story of the innovation around small group spiritual practice that was being recorded and spread through Proost. I remember fondly how simple rituals could carry such profound depth. Cheryl’s work is a perfect example of this.
Some nails are placed on a table along with a piece of wood and a hammer
Jesus hung on the cross in the company of sinners.
In the eyes of people who wanted him to die, he was a sinner. He spoke the truth about love, relationships, the church, the world, God… and people weren’t willing to hear it.
Sometimes we’re not either.
Take a nail and hold it in your hand. Think of a truth about God, pointed to by Jesus, which you find most difficult to hear and believe.
Is it that you are loved completely?
Is it that others are loved completely too?
What is it for you?
Take a nail and hammer it into the wood.
A length of white cloth that can be easily ripped
When the women went to the garden on the Sunday morning to anoint Jesus’ body, they discovered that he wasn’t in the tomb. He wasn’t where they thought he would be.
Resurrection rarely happens as we would expect.
New life isn’t the same old life recreated. It’s new life.
Rip some of the white fabric and take it with you.
Today we offer a quote from the above beautiful book by Glynn Maxwell, on the unnecessary nature of poetry.
Art, drawing, writing, poetry – are marks made in time by this gazing creature. Poetry has been unnecessary for almost all creation. Strictly speaking it still is. But it happens to be my savannah, this strictly speaking and it may well be yours, so let’s advance together, alert, curious, naked – or at least two of those – into our first landscape, admiring once again what we can’t be without.
One more poem from the first Proost Poetry collection, ‘Learning to Love’. This one is by Paul Grant, whom I have never met, but love his writing. This one does that wonderful thing of making the ordinary transcendent. Forgive me that it look backwards into the winter, but it is worth the regression.
Prodigal, by Paul Grant
And morning comes in an undertakers coat A blackbird's bright notes Tap December's blindness.
The harlequin tablecloth is a map of unrest: A fagged ashtray piles north And south's ruby sediment stains a glass, West is a drained bottle of port, East keeps vigil over black leather texts.
I am pressed flowers Between a skim of days Sick with the pottage of tried and tired happiness.
Outside A silver bloom Of glitter frost Is sharp and hard as holiness.
I climb the back road To find you in the dark.
Gravestones. Stillness. Snow underfoot. The depth of presence Revealed And sovereign silence stirs In a heart Hushed by beauty Born, to bring us home.
Today is the first day of Spring. It feels wide open with possibilities, despite all that we know or fear. Above is a picture of our kitchen table, full of sketches and designs for illustrations to to a book that Michaela is working on. I love the mess of it all – in the background is a ceramic bird sculpture she made that had such character that it needed a story…
I looked for a poem that somehow captured what this scene brings to me. This looking is in itself a pleasure—digging deep into the old Proost poetry collections, finding poems like encounters with old friends. It feels like such a mess of possibility and beauty, much like the table above.
In that context, I chose this one, from Talitha.
Lift up a stone, by Talitha Fraser
Lift up a stone and You will find me there I am in the hole of Your doughnut The spaces between The stars I am down behind the sofa Cushions with the lint and Loose change I can be seen in the raindrops Sliding down the window pane Smelled in Johnson's baby shampoo Heard in the drawer opening To put away your clothes In the soft folds of the wrinkles In the corner of your eye I am there.
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